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Wednesday, June 05, 2002 All right, first of all, about all of the personality tests that I stuck up here -___- Heeheehee...What can I say? Heehehee..I was bored and I had nothing better to do with myself so I decided to while away the time by taking all of these tests, which are actually pretty accurate...Hmm...Except for the wheel of water thing...I don't know why the hell I would be a wheel of water torture type...But I am forgiving...I mean, a guy breaks my heart and I still love him anyways...Heehehee..How much more forgiving can I get? All right, so the reason that I was so bored out of my mind was because I went to Anna's school just to basically fool around with her and the rest of my friends that go there and to give her some stuff that she needed from some project. I thought that I would be able to sit in on all of her classes and have a real good gab with her but some of the teachers turned out to be quite cranky and banished me out of the classroom cos I wasn't even a student so I spent all my time in the internet lab waiting for Anna to finish her classes -_- Augh...But all in all, it was all worth it cos I really missed her so much and it was so good to hear about the others who I haven't heard from in quite a while. We saw a lot of our old classmates from St. Claires, even the ones that I used to hate, and I ran into Victoria! Which started off our whole traditional Bitch, Slut, Whore, Pig greeting...Heehehee...I've missed my little name calling games with her... I sort of spent the whole day yapping away to poor Anna about how much I wanted to run into Matty and I was begining to think that I wouldn't cos it was getting sort of late and it was the second to the last class of the day, I think. We were standing around the hallway outside Vicky's classroom waiting for her class to end cos that was already her last class and Anna's too so we were planning on going out to get something to eat. So the bell rang and I was talking to Anna when I suddenly saw this guy in a familiar cap and white shirt holding the kind of mobile that Matt has and of course, it turned out to be Matty ^___^ So I was able to talk to him, it was a very brief conversation cos he had to get himself to his last class. Basically just a 'Hey Matty!' sort of thing, commenting on the scar that he had gotten when he had that little accident a while back and about what I was doing in their school, but it really, really was sooo nice talking to him! I've missed him... Anyways...Anna's brother thinks I'm a psycho...Heehehehe...Apparently, Anna's been letting her brother read my SMSes to her and he thinks that I'm a giggling maniac because of all of the hehehes that I put in my msgs...Heehee..Well, I'm telling you that I can't help it! Heehehe...It's like reflex for me to type out heeheehee after almost every sentence....Heehehe...I realize that it's a bad habit though so I will have to stop it somehow...^____________________^ But no one will ever be able to rid me of my eternal cheerfulness!!!
 what type of internet face are you? .  Victims were tied to you, then you were rotated slowly over some body of water. They either confessed, or drowned. Pretty tame, actually... you're fairly forgiving once people can admit they were wrong. What torture would you be?
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?   Laree 10:40 AM Mel informed me today in that bitchy tone that only she is capable off (Yeah. I know that she's supposed to be my other bestfriend but there are times when I can't stand her...) that I hog the shower too much. It's such a little, little thing and yet she went on and on and on and on about it. I never really realized how annoying she was until I started living with her... The only reason I stay in the bath so long is that as soon as I get out of the bloody bathroom she's always out there just waiting to pounce and commence nagging, nagging, and nagging. Look what your cats have done, Mack! Look at the mess you've made in the bloody kitchen! Augh...At least in the bath I have some time to think and mourn about my currently boyfriendless state... God I hate not having a boyfriend...Does that make me pathetic? I just like having a guy around and I've been getting more depressed about my ex lately cos of my bro's wedding and cos I know that Shrimp boy will be there...-__-. I don't think I'm going to be getting involved in the feminist movement anytime soon. Heehee...I'm the type of girl that thinks a girl needs to have a man around to be complete, so hang me if you think differently...Okay...So a girl doesn't necessarily need a man as you may point out later on after you read this, M... Let's just say that they need a partner to be around them... I'll be going to my friend's school in a few hours to hang out with her and give her some stuff...She tells me that Shrimp boy is studying there now...She saw him walking around campus today and she was telling me about how he's gotten a new haircut and stuff... I saw Matt about a week or so before, I think...And we've gotten to be friends again...But I don't know if I wanna see him tomorrow or not...Nah...I definitely do...I miss him and if it's possible to get back together with him then I would definitely want that...God I sound pathetic -___- But I miss him sooo much...He hasn't even SMSed me or anything lately and that sort of hurts because before we even started going out we used to be such good friends T_______________T
Oh, it's good that they've gotten their priorities straight and everything but one would think that they would still have some time to spend with poor Mackie...Heeheheh...The only friends from back then that I see regularly is Mel, and that's cos she's my roomy, and Mark, who is my absolute, bestest, bestest buddy in the whole world! Heehehe...That's right. Love you man! ^___^ *hugs* sides, he's the one who provides me with all my anime stuff...Heehehhee... Anyways, this is what I have so far of the MakiSen fic...It's not MakiSen right now...But it will be soon enough once I kill off Micchy...Heehehe...I really, really have to learn how to plot fics out so that I don't get stuck in the middle of them while I'm writing them...But plotting things out seem to be such a waste of time when you can just be all spontaneous and stuff...hehehe...Anyways...After this, I might either continue on with Family Ties...Chapter Fourteen will be the last, I already know how it's going to end. That's if my SD muse will remain...If not, then I go on with my Gravitation fic... I just got an idea for another Gravi fic..Heehhee...A YukiHiro...heheehee..That should be fun...But I swore to myself that I wouldn't start anymore fics until I've finished the old ones...I am soooo bad at continuing things...Hehehehe... Anyways, the MakiSen which is not MakiSen at the moment...Hehhehehe...I need to kill Mitsui off...Hmm...And I'm considering adding a little RuHana...Hmmm... ___________________________________________________________ Dangerous Associations ~**~ The apartment was dark when Mitsui walked in, which surprised him. He usually found Akira lounging around in the living room couch striking a come hither pose whenever he got back home. This wasn’t the case today, though, and this worried him. In the line of business that he was in, you had to be wary of sudden changes in your environment, no matter how subtle or seemingly insignificant, and the fact that he couldn’t find his boyfriend where he was *supposed* to be, had started his heart racing. Forcing himself to remain calm, Mitsui walked into the master suite, praying that he would find the spiky haired boy in there, safe and sound. But there was no one in the room. There was no one in the adjoining bathroom either when he checked it. That was when he began to panic. That was when his imagination began to run completely amok. Visions of his Akira lying in a ditch somewhere staring lifelessly up into the sky with those beautiful, beautiful blue eyes of his were going through his head as he took his gun from it’s holster and ran out of the bedroom, intent on getting back to his brother and arranging a search party for the younger boy. “ Oi! Hisashi, how many times have I told you not to run around the house waving your gun?” A voice demanded as he barged into the now brightly lit living room. Mitsui turned his head sharply towards the sound of the voice, only to see an obviously amused Sendoh sitting on the couch that had previously been empty. There was a box of pizza lying open on the coffee table before him and he was absently gnawing on a slice as he watched the mindless cartoon blaring on the television. “ Sit. Eat. You must be hungry.” After the panic attack that he had just had concerning Sendoh, Mitsui wasn’t *that* hungry. Hunger tended to seem of little concern after you had just envisioned the person you cared for more than anything else in the world a bloody, broken mess lying in a shallow grave somewhere. He threw himself onto the couch next to Sendoh and wrapped his arms around him in a bone crushing hug, not even minding when he felt the pizza slice that the spiky haired boy had been consuming on his back. “ You Idiot!” He muttered into Sendoh’s neck, finally reassured of his boyfriend’s safety. “ You had me worried. You idiot…” he repeatedly told Sendoh what an idiot he was over and over again until the younger boy wrapped his arms around him, returning the hug. “ You know what, Hisashi. I’m going to let the fact that you’re calling me an idiot slip by me just this once since you’re so obviously upset.” Sendoh informed him, pulling back slightly so that he could see Mitsui’s face as he spoke to him. “ Why so upset? Did something go wrong with that job that your brother sent you on?” Mitsui shrugged, slightly embarrassed about being so emotional and panicking like that. “ I couldn’t find you, so I got a little worried. I thought something had happened to you…” He admitted as he set the gun down onto the coffee table beside the pizza. He still hadn’t let go of Sendoh, still feeling slightly shaky. “ Where the hell were you?” “ Put the gun away, will you? Having those things around always make me nervous…” “ Where the hell were you, Akira?” Mitsui repeated his question, an edge of anger obvious in his tone. He didn’t like being made to worry like that. “ I thought you said you were going to be staying at home the whole day. I expected you to be here when I got back. How do you think it made me feel when I saw you gone, huh? Especially with the sort of things going on between my family and the Rukawa’s right now!” “ The sort of things going on between your family and the Rukawa’s?” Sendoh repeated, frowning. “ It’s *you* that should be doing the explaining, Hisashi! What sort of things are going on between your family and the Rukawas? If not finding me home once you get back manages to get you all worked up, then things must be pretty bad, huh? And yet, you never tell me anything about what you, or your brother have been up to! I have a right to know! I’m also in the middle of your dealings, you know that!” “ I know that! And that, dammit, is the reason that I specifically told you to stay home!” Sendoh pushed his lover away and scooted as far away from him as he could get while still sitting on the same couch, a petulant scowl on his face. “ I have been staying all day in this apartment for the past three weeks because you’ve basically *commanded* me to! I was bored, and I was thinking, and I realized that you’re not the boss of me anymore so I decided to go out!” “ Did you take any customers?” “ What?” Sendoh demanded, outraged. With an indignant cry, he threw a cushion at Mitsui. “ You bastard! You know I wouldn’t do that! Not after the promise that I made to you!” Smirking, the scar-faced man drew closer to Sendoh, grabbing him by the wrists so that he wouldn’t be able to punch him in the face. “ I believe you, all right? I know you wouldn’t do that. I just wanted to make you angry, so I said that. I didn’t think, for a second, that you did.” “ Well, you *have* managed to make me angry.” Sendoh informed him, trying desperately to get his hands loose, “ And just for that comment Mr. I am one smug bastard, I’m not going to let you fuck me silly tonight, like I’d originally planned to.” “ Oh, stop being stupid. You know that you eventually will anyways later on tonight.” “ What the hell do you think I am? Some sort of He-slut?” “ You were, but not anymore because you’re mine now and I’m never going to let anyone else touch you anymore…” Mitsui murmured, taking Sendoh into his arms even though the spiky haired boy was still beating his fists on his chest. And so on and so forth...Hmmm...How to go on from there...Hehehee...I think next will be Mit's confrontation with his brother...Or maybe his death...Hmmm....
I could have thought of a much better way to spend my whole Sunday morning than sitting in a van for hours with One thing I found out today when we went to that ostrich farm...well, their shit is all big and disgusting...That was pretty much it...And oh, keep away from the fence. That's always a good advice when you're facing birds that are some 7 feet or something tall. I don't see why I we had to go to a bloody ostrich farm...I mean, If they just wanted to see some birds then we could have just gone to Commonwealth Park or something...There are lots of birds there, those big black swans and those ducks with the shiny green necks...Mallards I think you call them...Not too sure on that..I'm not a bloody bird expert after all... But...At least it wasn't as bad as other family gatherings I've had before...I could definitely remember worse...Heeheehee...Things that I would rather forget...experiences that are way too embarassing to write about here...-____- *shudders* But, oh well. The past is the past. Heehee... Ermm...I've been having a really hard time sleeping lately...But what else is new? *sighs* After I logged off the net, I tried to get to sleep but I couldn't...So I just had a movie watching marathon...Heehehee... I stole my bro's VCD collection, not that he would notice it anytime soon since the bloody omadhaun is freaking out more and more as the big day approaches...*snickers* I kinda feel sorry for him...Sometimes he would just stare into space with this sort of trapped look in his eyes...Heehee..I do not think that that is a good sign...I wonder how long these two will last...Heehee...Gawd I'm a mean spirited bitch...Heehee... Anyways...My bro has this huge collection of fake VCDs...I dunno where he gets them...I mean, he's even got the really new movies like Spider Man and all that stuff... So I ran through lots of movies cos I didn't sleep, right...Heehee..I watched Moulin Rouge again cos I loved that movie. It was so funny, though the story may have been done before...*shrugs* I like Nicole Kidman. I loved the part where she was pretending to get off while Ewan was reciting that poem that he wrote...Was it a poem? Heehee...Then I watched Changing Lanes: BEN AFLECK!!!! Heeheehee...I liked that one even though the story ended sorta happily...-___- heehee...I'm a meanie. I like it better to have an unhappy ending...American Pie 2 *snickers* even grosser than the first one...Heehee...I loved the part where Stifler was pissed on and the whole spying on the lesbians thing....Heehehee..I wonder what men find so fascinating about two women together...But then when I think about it, what do I find so fascination about yaoi then? Heehee...Oooooh yeah...And then who can forget the superglue part? That was just *winces* God...Is anyone actually stupid enough to superglue their hand onto their privates? Heeheehee...I was laughing like mad when I saw that...heehee... Call me low-brow, but that is the sort of humor that I go for. So I'm a sick, perverted persom. I can live with that...heehee...Then on to more intellectual fare...Watched 'A Beautiful Mind' starring the bloody genius Russell Crowe. That guy is an incredible actor. I loved the whole movie even though I didn't think I would cos of all the intellectual mumbo jumbo...Heehee...I like my movies to either be full of sick laughs or lots of explosions or mushy stuff...Yah...Definitely mushy stuff...Heehee..Though lately, I've sorta been steering clear of all of the lovey dovey stuff cos of my currently non-existent love life...I get depressed...heehee..Oh well, that's all for today unless I think of something else....      Rukawa and Kogure are just sooooo perfect together!!!!Heehee...  |
